How to save a life?
so grey's anatomy...so yesterday...in a good way recalling how i used to identify myself with the lead character was funny in a way. in reality i am nothing close to meredith professionally and emotionally. we just shared one thing in common and that is falling for someone who had a troubled/complicated relationship with the ex-es so to speak. everything was all happy, gay and colorful and then hiroshima bomb just drops and introduces herself as the so called dreaded "ex." so where do we go or what do we do when faced with reality we've been avoiding and we tried to silenced with logic reasoning. i guess it has to start with acceptance. in the first place, you only dreaded the "ex" because you wanna believe they never existed. acceptance that they were there before you entered the scene. as much as you hate to admit that you trespassed a chartered territory you should acknowledge that it is the truth and nothing you do can change that. acceptance that maybe you are the so called "test" on their relationship and maybe you might get kicked out of the script anytime. regardless of what may happen it is important to remember not to pity or feel sorry for yourself. things happen synonymous to shit happens! it's okay to cry but eventually you get to laugh at the whole experience. whatever or however hurt it caused you there is always a lesson learned. simply, put it that you learned it the hard way and importantly deal with it without regrets. if i had the chance to do things again, i wouldn't change one single thing. maybe just make the most of each single time we were happy together. that to me is priceless...naks! going back to grey's, i finally bid farewell my identification to meredith as there can only be one meredith as to there is only one pauline mae...no two people can be identical...maybe in experience and in heartaches but handling the situation is different when you are from reality nyahhahaa:-p i'll have to say the series was such a source of consolation during my dark hours and gallons of tears were shed to some extent i find my way back to reality because of the show nyahahhaa:-p...so yesterday, so grey's...the answer on how to save a life? well, depends...it should start with do you wanna be saved in the first place?
so grey's anatomy...so yesterday...in a good way recalling how i used to identify myself with the lead character was funny in a way. in reality i am nothing close to meredith professionally and emotionally. we just shared one thing in common and that is falling for someone who had a troubled/complicated relationship with the ex-es so to speak. everything was all happy, gay and colorful and then hiroshima bomb just drops and introduces herself as the so called dreaded "ex." so where do we go or what do we do when faced with reality we've been avoiding and we tried to silenced with logic reasoning. i guess it has to start with acceptance. in the first place, you only dreaded the "ex" because you wanna believe they never existed. acceptance that they were there before you entered the scene. as much as you hate to admit that you trespassed a chartered territory you should acknowledge that it is the truth and nothing you do can change that. acceptance that maybe you are the so called "test" on their relationship and maybe you might get kicked out of the script anytime. regardless of what may happen it is important to remember not to pity or feel sorry for yourself. things happen synonymous to shit happens! it's okay to cry but eventually you get to laugh at the whole experience. whatever or however hurt it caused you there is always a lesson learned. simply, put it that you learned it the hard way and importantly deal with it without regrets. if i had the chance to do things again, i wouldn't change one single thing. maybe just make the most of each single time we were happy together. that to me is priceless...naks! going back to grey's, i finally bid farewell my identification to meredith as there can only be one meredith as to there is only one pauline mae...no two people can be identical...maybe in experience and in heartaches but handling the situation is different when you are from reality nyahhahaa:-p i'll have to say the series was such a source of consolation during my dark hours and gallons of tears were shed to some extent i find my way back to reality because of the show nyahahhaa:-p...so yesterday, so grey's...the answer on how to save a life? well, depends...it should start with do you wanna be saved in the first place?
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