FATTI CASUALI

one sleepless afternoon..which rarely happens and only happens when my brain is itching for something to write. everything written is random meaning it just poured out.i was even giddy on the idea that this post will be unique but when i saw similar posting from bianca (feeling close hap! nyahahahaa)...so i rested my case on the "unique" thing but nevertheless here are still 26 random facts or things that i believe about my life...i hope you'll enjoy and won't mind the long post nyahhaaa:)

1. LOVE~haven't had much luck on this area but i remain optimistic...he could just be stranded somewhere looking for me too nyahahaa:)

2.FRIENDS~many people feel that i choose my friends. TRUE! but don't take it the wrong way. I choose my friends not because of status or beauty (although dapat lng man sad nyahhaa) but because of influence they have on my life. Most of them were with me through the worsest days and we've manage to grow up and learn together. In fact, I only have a few I can really call my "TRUE FRIENDS".

3.FAMILY~i never appreciated my family back in CDO. character and value formation begins at home. although, my parents were strict they have molded me to be the best person that I can be. Now that i am an island away from them i totally miss the pangasaba and the noise of my sisters. As they say, when worse comes to worse your family will always be there for their unconditional love. That I am truly truly thankful..

4. TRAVELLING & ADVENTURE~as far as i can remember I have always wanted to travel...when we were kids i am always happy when we visit relatives in cebu and tacloban and summer in camiguin....i envy my mom's business trips and she would always remind me to finish school so i can go places..the family vacation sparked the travel enthusiast in me and  my mom's words served as an inspiration. so it wasn't much of a surprise when i had my first job i started visiting the neighboring islands then expanded to luzon and then further to HK and Macau:) but that's just the start of things to come...humanda ang world! nyahhaa:-p..i love adventure-in varying forms since im a curious cat nyahahaa:-p the thrill of not knowing where you are ,being unknown and lost  and the sudden rush excites me...my knees get weak and at times almost at my wits end especially when i ride scary rides but I just have this mind set "I'm here nah! so gow nah!"...the experience captured or not is worth it!

6. PICTURES~i love pictures taken in the crowd aka turista mode:) makes you feel you're one of them regardless of color, race and status. gives us the fair share of just being there walking amongst the crowd.  when we walked amongst the crowded streets we are all equal. a good testament to this is the sinulog festival where we all walk the streets.

7.SCARY THOUGHTS~when i'm scared i close my eyes and pray. remember, when we were young, elder people (a.k.a yaya and sometimes our parents)...would always scare us of aswangs and company when we misbehave nyahahaa:) on the other hand they would always remind us  to pray and I can still hear me chanting angel of GOD. After 26 years, i sill make it a point to pray not because of fictional aswangs and company but of real life demons that continue to challenge me.

8.SADNESS~ I do get sad sometimes i just perfected the art of hiding it behind my laughs. being heartbroken is a given and no need to further elaborate (marami na akong blog na nagawa nyan nyhahaaa!)...i get sad after my leave ends and i have to leave home...i get sad when my younger siisters are giving my parents a hard time...i get sad when my mom calls and someone is sick..i get sad when my family and friends are hurt and just recently i was sad because some of my friends left pinas to work overseas:(

9.DREAMGURLZZZ~ they are the best travelling companions I've meet( so far hap!) after my family. majority of my trips always include at least one or if not all of the dreamgurlzzz casting...they are one of my truest and bestest friends...our trips may it be out of the blue or planned it always ends with a blast and stories to last a lifetime.

10.HONEY & JOSH~ surprisingly two of my bestest were  once inhabitants of the city of golden friendship but our paths never crossed until we stepped into the queen city of the south:)..that just proves the theory na bilog ang mundo...who knows those who hate me now will end up being my friend in the far future..i can't wait! nyahahaa:>

11. THE ONE~ on finding and meeting him uhmmm...i have to say that if it's bound to happen it will happen nyahahaa:) I don't go for looks though bonus if naa:-p it's more of the personality and me being challenge intellectually...and of course the never ending walang kamatayang GOD fearing, honest and higit sa lahat mamahalin ang parents and esp my friends...he should be able to accept them  regardless how out of the ordinary they maybe and won't make derogatory remarks on the lifestyle they have...'yon lang hindi ako masyadong demanding sa lagay na 'yan! nayahaa:-p

12. SHOPPING~ i find therapy in buying groceries and shopping. Aside from the fact that it makes me feel all grown-up it also test me from temptations on the "wants" and "needs"...but my biggest guilt is splurging on shoes and bags nyahahaa:-p

13. TRUTH~ i'm a believer of "the truth will set you free"...when i ask with all honesty i expect  a truthful and honest answer....i mean what's the point of sugarcoating things...when i feel you deserve to know something then i hope people will take it constructively...i do get a lot of that from time to time and it hurts to know the truth that's a given...it's how you handle it afterwards. afterall, everything people say against you always has basis so just respect it and work on it :) to end this, the more lies you create the more it gets confusing when trapped on your web of lies...

14.CRY BABY~i cry when i got angry and frustrated...rare moments i keep quiet...moments that i need space...i suggest not to talk to me and wait for me to start a conversation or else you'll see hell unleashed nyahhaa:)...

15. JOURNEY~along my journey in life a lot of people have hurt me on purpose (sako pamati nyaks!)...some of them call themselves my friend, some made me question myself and the most painful part is promising to be there forever and then left (woosh! invisible mode paakkkk!!!)...but i still have the heart to forgive them and always remind myself that karma strikes when you least expect it...on the brighter side, i am thankful for people who remained true and gave me a chance to prove myself and tried to see the real me...you will always be an inspiration and i continue to smile because of you folks :)

16. JOLOGS~i maybe maarte looking and speaking most of the time but deep down I am such a JOLOGS like all Filipino..i do watch tagalog movies and I get hooked to soap operas..huwag nang hypocrite ang iba jan! nyahaa:-p I even have a vcd collection of ate shawie's good old 80's classic nyahahaa:-p

17. LOYALTY~ apart from honesty you can also count in my loyalty. I will defend to death my family and friends. I always look out of their best interest...so watch out and be warned! paaakkkk!

18. THE OC~when i set myself on achieving something i get OC borderline mean to myself just to achieve my goal.

19. WISE WORDS~ my mom and my sister constantly remind me not to trust people easily...i can't explain but that's just who I am..most of the time they are right but i just can't help it...

20. GOODNESS~i believe in the goodness deep inside all of us.there is always an explanation on how we act and respond to everything. i refuse to believe that someone is born evil to the core...keep in mind we are all created by GOD in HIS own image right?

21.HEROES~ my parents are my life heroes...i can't imagine how they raised 5 individuals with varying personalities. gosh! they made it look easy...that alone is 5 star....hell! i can't even imagine raising myself nyahaa:-p

22.CHOICES~i am a pro-choice person. i believe that life is about choices...some choices we make  aren't so perfect but it always help in growing up...just be sure not to loose yourself when faced with difficult choices...if you can't see yourself long term in that choice then get out the soonest...the high you get is only temporary i assure you...

23.INSECURITIES~ we all have our insecurities...we aren't barbie dolls molded in plastics...but i have learned that insecurities aren't deficiencies but are areas for development...i was not born with the perfect looks, straight and white teeth,  all the more the perfect body and porcelain skin but there is always a way to improve or at least compensate for that...first learn to embrace and love yourself and everything follows...as for the physical thing we can always exercise not to have a sexy body but to live healthy nyahaaaha:)...as for my skin already had my warts removed and for my teeth visited the dentist to have it fixed by the end of the year nyahahaa:)

24. FOR THE LOVE OF OTHERS~ i am extremely happy for my friends happiness and success...there maybe times i don't agree on the choices they make but gow fab pa rin as long as they are happy. I am double2x happy when i see and feel they make the right choices (but sino ba naman ako? nayhahahaaha ako2x raman nah...) and i keep my mouth shut or just have no say when i feel its spiral going downhill but I always always stand by their choices as long as they still need or consider me a friend nyaks!

25. REALITY~ over the years, i realized true friends are those that stay even after long moments of not communicating or after heavy arguments. A catch up coffee, chat, text, phone call or unsa paman every once in awhile will do. It's the feeling of assurance that no matter what happens they are just there always ready to listen and damayan kah nyahahaa:-p

26. FAITH~GOD is the director of our life and all we have to do is submit to HIS will. In HIS time all things our heart and soul aspire will be done...whatever difficulties I encounter though at times I may feel lost but GOD sent instruments for me to weather the storms of life and when everything has passed when I am all better and healed it ends up being a funny memory...26 years of life is a blessing alone...26 years filled with challenges, guidance and love from family and friends are the best GIFTS i can ever ask for...makes life worth living! dba life is vegah rah! nyahhaa:-p

that's it...more post on for my birthday...the party already started nyahahaaa:-p